manxrslave:

            I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head.
              They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
                                       Dropping little reels of tape
                                      To remind me that I’m alone
             Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home

                             There’s a burning in my pride
                             A nervous bleeding in my brain
                           An ounce of peace is all I want for you
                                  Will you never call again?

                         And will you never say that you love me,
                                      Just to put it in my face?
                               And will you never try to reach me?
                                        It is I that wanted space.

    Hate me today.
        Hate me tomorrow.
              Hate me for all the things I couldn’t do for you.

    Hate me in ways,
       Yeah, ways hard to swallow.
                 Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you.